Alright so. I've been in this clan since the start of May, last year. That means ive been in this for nearly 18 months. This is a long time on the internet
Since ive been in =SA=, its honestly been a fucking roller coaster. I started off, seriously knowing nothing. I was new to all sorts of things, such as IRC, and even forums in general. Anyway, i soon began to learn the ropes of being an =SA= clan member. I felt at home, i helped recruit people, had fun playing osok douze with people like, 32, Comet, cap0ne and "Tyrael", now Nukpwr. Although, during summer 2010, i lost ac's grasp for a while. I guess people were inactive, and it was summer Roughly after 4 months of stopping playing it turned out that within the first couple of days me coming back, 1.1 had just come out. It was ironically, ascaryblackman, who bugged me at the time through facebook, to talk to you guys in IRC. I dont know why, i guess i was shy to join back.
So i guess this new update it what kicked me back into =SA=, and ac altogether. It was ironically, ascaryblackman, who bugged me at the time through facebook, to talk to you guys in IRC. I dont know why, i guess i was shy to join back. Anyway, i started getting back into the swing of things. AC was fun, with =SA= stronger than ever. Soon =RM= happened. I learned a lot from those guys. Really fun times playing mike myers, and general private matches. I was getting better at the game. And starting to gain interest in various aspects of AC, from things such as WalkerGr and Waffles joining. New goals came an went, specifically things such as {e}, aiming to get us on the AC community map, which i believe it did so.
We began to play clan matches. And i truly set myself goals of becoming a better player. I soon learnt the basics of teamplay, and had a lot of fun in doing so. Unfortunately, its not until these last few months, that i have realised, that im different from the most of the members in this clan. I have aspirations, which others dont seem to have. If you look in the clan matches section, you will notice that the vast majority of posts are from myself and waffles. This is because we share the same ambition to get better at AC,
on a more competitive level. I dont feel as though i should be in a clan, where i have such different goals than others.
I've tried very hard to stay in this clan for the last few months. In fear that if i leave it will collapse. As at the time, others were leaving too. I think now is the right time for me to say goodbye. Although maybe goodbye is the wrong word. Because im not really leaving, just not representing =SA= any further. I will always be in this clan, whether it be in IRC, or just memories.
A note to all. Thankyou! For all the people that have gave me all the good times. I have learned so much during my time here. Not just for internet stuff, but in real life too. I know it may seem stupid, but it's really helped me mature as a person being in this clan.
With love, Will.